The pain from my heart has faded away. I have buried myself in the old memories for more than a month by writting lots of stupid poems and making those webpages hysterically. Probably I didn't do this for him, however, I only did this for the love I ever felt. I cherished those happy moments and memories which are unerasable to me too much. Now the peace of mind is coming back to me. I can face myself confidently. It was music that helped me go through all the sadness. 

    Don't remember what songs I ever listened to now. I only remember every time when I feel sad, only music keeps me accompany to overcome the down mood and melt away the lonely emptiness. I will search the songs which can share my sorrow. Though I can't compose music and I can't even carry a tune when I sing, I really like to memorize each word of my favorite lyrics and I really think listening to music has become part of my life. And that is the only happiness I can have when I feel sad.

   There are so many things worthy of doing in this world. One thing I will never be tired of doing is listening to the music I like. Just listening to the music, I can feel that I am not alone. Just listening to the music I can know that my dreams are not in vain. Thanks to music, I won't lose the courage and faith to love again. Thanks for the creator of the world, coz he created music.