It has been a long time that I don't write English diary, there are many reasons, first i have to occupy in looking for a job, i come to a city which i dislike very much, and to make it worse, this is a climax perios, many people will compete for a very slim job, and their requirement on the salary is very lo which make me very gloomy, I made my determination, at that time, that if i still can't find a job this week, i would leave for Zhejiang where i pine for, i had never been so sad since i lost both in career and emotion, but later, i tell myself, if i chose to leave, i was escaping myself, and i was beated first by myself, therefore, i told myself again that if other people could find a job in this period, so could i , now i have got one, although it is not the one i imagined, at least i was noit beated by this special period, i believe there are still many people are busy in finding their jobs, and of coure, there will be someone, as me, wnat to give up, and are very sad, i just want to tell them, this is also a test on you, after getting through it, everything will be OK.
at last, I wish u good luck!