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他听说，只要有了忘忧草，就能够幸福快乐。

于是他离开家乡到各地寻找，他许下承诺，要是不找到就决不回来。

他想象着那一天，带着忘忧草回来，将是怎样的快乐。

但他却一直没有找到。

时间流逝，他开始在痛苦中煎熬，因为他始终没有找到。

现在，时间就好像一把刀，岁月变迁，他已伤痕累累。

就只有忘忧草可以医治他，他梦寐以求的忘忧草。

他开始想要哭，因为我找得太辛苦，太累了。还好他一无所有，不用担心什么，因为他的明天总是比今天好的。最糟，也不过是依旧一无所有罢了。他难过的只是生活本身的沉重，和漫无边际的无意义的感觉。他忍受不了日复一日没有任何新奇，没有收获的日子。这是他的痛，永远的痛。正如那棵没有踪迹的忘忧草，带来的不变的诱惑。

 

   他没有眼泪，在他这个年纪是不能再轻易流泪的。

   他一无所有，没有失去，没有记忆，他从哪里去寻求眼泪。

   有人说，钱是万能的。于是，他疯狂得赚钱，只为了那一棵忘忧草。

他的人生是一场灾难，在用精神交换物质的过程中，他失去了灵魂。

在追求金钱的过程中，他失去了贫穷的快乐。

他富有，但是他的富有买不到忘忧草，日思夜想的忘忧草。

他在渐渐失去，失去寻求忘忧草的信念。

他有变得一无所有。

他的人生是一场倾盆大雨，而他却是一个没有伞的人，无家可归。

他的人生是一场笑话，而他却是一个不懂幽默的人，无路可走。

生活在阳光下，他思念着雨，等待着他来临。

生活在风雨里，他渴望着太阳，盼望他生起。

为何不懂珍惜，心里的永远是另一道风景。

当一切悄然逝去，总有人追悔莫及。

想念昨天，眼里的青天白云，过往的无忧无虑。

不停想念过去，因为他错过了昨天，又错过了今天。

他只想找那一棵忘忧草。它长在哪里，为何他看不到。

夜凉如水的夜，他站在河边，他再也支持不下去了，因为他还是找不到忘忧草。

这时，有一位老者经过。轻轻唱着忘忧草的歌。他走上前，我找了几十年都没有找到忘忧草，没有忘忧草。老者笑了，“我可以带你去找，真正的忘忧草！”他已经没有了选择。在这个夜晚，不管是谁只要拍一拍他的肩，他都会跟他走，不管去哪里。因为他太累了，累得不会再思考。他跟着老者走了，到了一所简朴的小屋前，老者说，忘忧草就在房间里。他轻轻推开门走进，只见在他的前面有一面镜子，环视周围，一无所有，他走到镜子前面，只听老者说，你看到了没有，这就是忘忧草，你要找的忘忧草。

他疑惑着回头，“可这里只有我”

“你就是忘忧草“。”

他醒来，依旧在河边，但已经不见了老者

         

阳光明媚的草原上，狼对羊说：“你看，天黑了。”

在深蓝的海上，鱼对海燕说：“我要飞。”

这是故事的开始。

 当太阳下山的时候，羊对狼说：“天真的黑了。”

夕阳下，狼吃了羊，羊的鲜血染红了天空，渗入了泥土。当旅行者来到这里，那片土地上的是没有尽头的的绿色，连他退了色的衣服上都会沾上青草的气息，草原就会把他变成世界上最自由的人，但旅行者还是一样离开了，继续去旅行。千百年间，草原上有狼也有羊，它们是这里的最古老的居民，是邻居。还有，不断的旅行者，但他们只是短暂的停留，是过客。绿色的草原上，狼的眼睛是火红的。他的子孙，一出生就能闻到那绿色掩盖下，泥土深处的血腥味。

熟悉的地方没有风景，所以旅行者总是来了又走。

狼和羊都不是来看风景的，他们是来生活的，所以他们留下了。

狼吃羊只是一种习惯，狼和羊都早已接受的习惯，也是草原的真理。

从前，没有人知道海是什么颜色的，生活在海里的鱼也不知道。他有一个愿望------------他要在海面飞翔。他以为这样就可以看到海的颜色。所以，在海燕的鼓励下，他在浪尖上学飞，当它跳出海面，他就成了海燕的食物。鱼没有流血，它的生命在顷刻间化为乌有。他也一定没有看到海的颜色。所以，那时没有人知道海是是什么颜色的，因为鱼死了。

海燕在海面飞翔，不断吃掉学飞的鱼。他看到的海是什么颜色的，他却从来不说。

其实，海燕什么愿望都没有。他一生下来就学会了吃鱼，一直吃一辈子。可人们却认为他是梦想的象征，勇敢的象征。只因为他的沉默和优美的姿态。

这是没有经过实践的肤浅。

 

然而，故事还没有结束。

有一只狼，出生的时候他的妈妈就死了。羊群经过的时候，他就跟他们走了。在羊群中生活，和羊群一起长大。他从来不吃羊。反而，他成了羊群的守护者。他赶走一个个同伴，保护着每一只羊。再后来，主人给他取名为牧羊犬。

在不断的努力和尝试后，那条鱼的部落的族员们终于学会了飞。海燕再也吃不到他们了。他们终于看到了海是什么颜色的。他们说，那是奇迹的颜色。

但是，这并非结局。

这只是故事的一部分。一切都还在继续。

 

         我看见地平线

    那是生命轮回的分界线

太阳曾赋予我飞越它的信念

但我却和翅膀说了再见

留在这儿独自怀念

我已会回不到从前

偶尔追思和怀念

却发现过去已是无限

 [BBC新闻听写]9月3日  巴基斯坦总理险遭刺杀



BBC News with Victoria Meakin. There is There’s been an attack on the a convoy of vehicles used by the Pakistani Prime Minister Yousaf Raza Gilani. Barbara Plett reports from Islamabad. The Prime Minister's Minister’s press secretary said shots have were fired at MrGilani's . Gilani’s car from a hill next to the motorway leading into Islamabad. Two bullets hit the window of the armed armored vehicle on the driver driver's side, but didn't panetrate didn’t penetrate the glassand . And no one was injured. Later some official officials said the Prime Minister wasn't wasn’t actually in the convoy at the time of the attackthat is . That it was on its way to pick him up from the airport. Nevertheless, an pair to attemp apparent assassination attempt so close to the capital has alarmed the government which have has launched a high high-level inquiry. Also , in Pakistan reports say at least 15 people including civillans civilians have been killed in the an attack on the a village by international forces based in nearby Afghnistan witnesses Afghanistan. Witnesses in south South Waziristan say troops launched the assault after being dropped by helicopers helicopters.


[BBC新闻听写]9月4日 佩林接受美国共和党副总统候选人提名

BBC News news with John Jason. The women woman seeking to be the first female Vice President of the United States is has accepted her nomination of at the Republican Party Convention in Minnesota. In the insoasticly receive an enthusiastically-received speecha little known , the little-known governor of Alaska Sarah Palin introduced her family, including her sonwho is , who's due to be deployed by the army to Iraqshe give . She gave a ferry defence fiery defense of the her position outside what she called the Washington a elite, and said she will would go to the capital not to see the good oppion opinion of commontate it is commentators but to serve the people. Adam Brooks reports from the Congressconference. Republicans will be very pleased indeed that at Sarah Palin's first major public appearance. She land to lent a useful youthful enthusiasm to a party that looks at times like old and uncertain. She spoke of hours how, as governor of Alaska, she cuts cut spendingputing , putting the governor's executive jass after jet up for see a long ebay sale on eBay and sacking her personal shift chef. She said she seek she'd shake up the special interests that dominated in Washingtonshe . She was a sebay can heard critisim acerbic in her criticism of Barack Obamathat , the Democratic candidate, portraying his as long on rhetoric and short on the achievement of achievements and experience.




Obama speech

People of the world look at Berlin. Look , look at Berlin where Germans and Americans learn learned to work together and trust each other less than three years after fa facing each other on the field of battle. Look at Berlin, where the determination of the a people met the generosity of the mutual plan Marshall Plan and changed it created a German miracle; where a victory of give the over tyranny gave rise to tornado. The NATO, the greatest alines alliance ever form formed to defend our common security. Look at Berlin, where the Berlin walls and bullet holes in the buildings a summer storms and pilers near the of somber stones and pillars near the gate Brandenburg Gate insist that we never forget our common humanity. People of the world – look at Berlin, where war a wall came down, a common continent came together, and history proved that there is no challenge to grate too great for a wall world that stands as one. Sixty years after the airlifts airlift, we are call the part called upon again. History has let led us to a new class crossroad, with new promise and new paro when peril. When you, the German peopletoll , tore down that wall – a wall that devide east divided East and west, West; freedom and terrning , tyranny; fear and hope, walls can tapling came tumbling down along around the worldfrom here . From Kiev to katetown president caples Cape Town, prison camps were close closed, and the doors of democratcy democracy were open markets open opened. Markets opened too, and this frade the spread of information and technology reduced barriers to opportunity and prosperitywhile . While the 20th century taught us that we shall share a common destiny, the 21th century 21st has revealled the world's revealed a world more enter intertwined than at any time in human history. The fall of the Berlin wall Wall brought new hopebut they are . But that very closeness as has given rise to new dangerous . Dangerous dangers – dangers that can not cannot be contain with contained within the borders of the a country or by the distance of the an ocean. Think about the terrorist terrorists of September 11th , flooded plotted in Hamburg and train trained in Candaha Kandahar and Karachi before killing thousands from all over the gobal globe on American soil. As we speak, cars in Boston and factories in Beijing are melting the ice caps in Artic shrink the Arctic, shrinking coastlines in the Atlantic, and bringing drought to farms from Canses Kansas to Kennia foreign secure new clear meterial Kenya. Poorly secured nuclear material in the former Soviet Union, or secrets from a scientist in Pakistan could help bulit the boom build a bomb that makes detonates in Paristhe puppies . The poppies in Afghanistan come to Berlin in the form the popula of heroin. The poverty and violence in Somalia breaze breeds the terror of tommorrow that geneside tomorrow. The genocide in Darfur shame shames the conscience of us all. In this new world, such dangerous currents have swept along faster than our efforts to contain themand that . That is why we can not cannot afford to be divided.

[BBC新闻听写]9月2日 康夫再见~


In the a separate developments development, the Election Commission in Thailand has found MrSamak People's . Samak's People Power Party guilty of electual faud electoral fraud and called for it to be deserve dissolved. The commission road of ruled that the party have brought had bought votes and in national elections last December when it they won the largest number of seats. The Secretary General of Janpan's Japan's governing Label Democrtic Liberal Democratic Party Taro Aso has indicated that he plans to run for the Prime Minister's job, following the resignation of the Yasuo Fukuda. Mr. Aso has been widely saying seen as a possible successor of for the top job since he was promoted a month ago in the re a reshuffle of the Japanese cabinet. Yasuo Fukuda announced his suprise surprise resignation on Monday after less than a year in officefrom . From Tokyo, Chris Hogg reports. MP is MPs and party members of will vote for a new leader before the end of the month. The struck in LDP strengthening parliament means whoever is chosen will become Prime Minister. They are They'll have twelve 12 months before they have to call the General Election general election, but they are they'll face pressure to seek a new electual electoral mandate much sooner. The former foreign Foreign Minister Taro Aso is already stay in staking his plan claim to the job, telling reporters he has the qualifications to carry on when Mr. Fukuda left off.

[BBC新闻听写]9月1日 普京打虎 & 韩国控制自杀率的新举措


South Korea says its cunning it's planning new measures to tackle its high suicide rate. Official Officials say they are will build more scream screen doors on station partform platforms to stop people jumping on the under trains. Here is Steve Jackson from our Asian pacific Asia-Pacific desk. South Korea has one of the highest suicide rates in the developed World world, worse even in than Japan, and the problems problem is seen by many as a national disgrace. So the government has been working on the a strategy invloving ten involving 10 separate departmentsfor . Full details will be reveal revealed next week. But , but the official said officials say there will be a mixture of pretical practical measures to prevent people killing themselves and dep for a deeper effort to tackle the attack of causes of suicide. There will be tie to tighter regulations to control the sell sale of pesticides and other poisons. Internet sites that encourage suicide will be blocked, and well welfare support will be improved for people suffering severe finacial financial hardship. The Russian Prime Minster Minister Vladimir Putin has been held is being hailed in his homeland for selling saving a television clume crew from a loading marauding tiger. Mr Putin on and the TV are crew were in the a wildlife reserve in the Russian forest . One of the Far East when a trapped Siberian tiger escaped and left leapt towards them. Russian reports said he shot the tiger with the lize a tranquilizer gun. The TV crew's director called it a mircle miracle escape.

心中说不出的难过，没有精神做任何事。很远的地方，我只能遥望。我开始不知道自己是怎样的人，会犯什么什么样的毛病。
我害怕面对自己，也不敢说出心中的话，不说要什么，也不谈及任何的心愿，我把它深深地埋藏在我的心底，让自己忘却。

在这个虚拟的世界里，依然如故，如履薄冰。我小心翼翼地生活着，把自己伪装成老成的谈笑者，把一个个故事讲得有声有色。我以为自己是胸怀大志却怀才不遇，以为自己还可以像当初那样独树一帜，不拘一格。可时间还是改变了我，让我变得中庸，变得不那么我行我素。

一个人生活着可以什么也不管，什么也不顾，却不能忘情负义。人终究必须向命运妥协，终究要与本性背道而驰。这也就是人区别与动物的地方，人要克制自己的欲望，而动物则不然。率性而活总是不能完满。

[BBC新闻听写]8月31日 中国西南发生地震，附带墨西哥新闻一条



Hundreds of thousands of people have taken part in Monchester marches throughout Mexico to protest pretest against the continue continuing wave of killings and kidnapings affected kidnappings affecting the countryat . At least 2300 2700 people have been killed and another 300 kidnaps kidnapped so far this year in the violence, most of it drop related drugs-related. One marcher explained why he was involved. "I'm here because of I'm tired of going out , on the streets and having fear. I'm here because I know some of the people that have been victims of the violence here in Mexico. I'm here because I love my country and I'm I am very sad to see it the way it is . is." 22 people have been killed and more than a hundred injured in an earthquake in southwestern China. The quick quake which measured to 6.1 strike struck the southwest province southwestern provinces of Sichuan and Yunnan on Saturday afternoon. The State run state-run news agency XinHua Xinhua said more than a thousand houses had collapsed, burying some people in the ruinings rescue ruins. Rescue efforts are meanwhile being hampered by heavy rain. BBC News.


[BBC新闻听写]8月30日 热带风暴向古巴西部沿海靠近

The latest headline headlines from BBC World News . The British Chancellor Alistair Darling says the UK and the rest of the World world is facing its worst economic crisis for 16 60 years. He has told the a British newspaper the situation is more profound and long lasting long-lasting than expected. A massive relief operation is underway in India to help two millions million victims of flooding. Thousands of people are being to evcuating have been evacuated to high higher ground, following floods devestate that have devastated the northern state of Bihar. Cuba is on has to high alert as hurricane Gustav heads towards the west of the countrymeanwhile . Meanwhile, several states along the US coast have prepare U.S Gulf Coast are preparing for a possible long slot by putting thousands of national gun National Guard troops on standby. Afghanistan is said to humanitary face a humanitarian crisis this winter according to a leading British charity. Oxfam said says poor infrastructure and worst thing is worsening security hindered in will hinder the delivery radeof aid. Those are the latest headlines from BBC World News.


[BBC新闻听写]8月29日 日本出台巨额经济激励措施 (两个新闻哦~)

India and Nepal have agreed to work together to deal with the worst flooding in 50 years that has forced millions of people from their homes on both sides of their border. In India, bad whether weather is hampering a huge relief operation in Bihar state. Chirs Chris Morris reports. The Kosi river known in Bihar as the river of solo is sorrow has changed to caust course completelyin a 1,800,000 , inundating hundreds of thousands of houses. Intire Entire villages had have been submerged, and food and medicines are being have been air dropped to people who being who've been cut off by the rising waters. More than 15 50 deaths has have been reported so far, but there are fears that the numbers number of death dead could be much higher. The army has now evacuated more than a hundred thousand a-hundred-thousand people, but at least two 2 million have been made homeless. The Japanese government has announced a package of measures to stimulate the economy. It is described as being worth over a hundred $100 billiondollars . Our economic economics correspondent Andrew Walker reports. The headline figer figure for the sight size of the package is large by some measures is larger than the stimulate providing stimulus provided by the US government earlier this yearand . And there is a promise in the Japanese enititive initiative of tenpre taxes temporary tax cuts to come. There are , but no details of for the skill scale. But only a small proportion of the overall package is additional spending. , much of it takes the form of the low loan guarantees for business small businesses. Some may welcome that, and is it's certainly ture true that the economic growth has slow slowed sharply. But critics say the plans are unlikely to have much impact and are in any case they see motive related say motivated by a desire to improve the government's popularity .



[BBC新闻听写] 8月28日 冰释前嫌克林顿力挺奥巴马


Hello, the latest headlines from BBC World News with me Tim Corcks T K. The US Democratic Party has been celebrating the nomination of Barack Obama as its presidential candidates candidate. At the party's Conventioning convention in Denver, he made a suprise experience of surprise appearance at the convention shortly after his choice for the vice presidency Joe Biden took the stage. The And the former President Bill Clinton could see the raptures received a rapturous reception of at the convention. He told the audience Barack Obama was ready to be the next president of the United States. He says said he will would do all he could to help him get elected. The crisis in Georgia is expected to be discussed today by Russia, China and ce Central Asian leaders. The leader They will be meeting in the next few hours of at the regional security form forum in Tajikistan. The deadline said set by the Tai Thai Prime Minister for the thousands of pretesters protestors to leave his official Bancock is pass right police compound in Bangkok has passed. Riot police have been given orders to use force to evict them but have so far declined. Those are the latest headlines from BBC World News.





[BBC新闻听写] 8月25日 美国两党为大选斗法


The American Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice is on the way to the middle east Middle East in a new renewed bid to security secure a peace agreement between Israeli the Israelis and Palestinian the Palestinians before President Bush leaves office. It's her senventh seventh trip to the regions region since the US push the US-hosted peace conference in Annapolis last November and when the goal of reach reaching a deal by Januray January 2009 was set. Israel is due shortly to release nearly 200 Palestine prisioners and Palestinian prisoners in what it calls a good will good-will gesture. Deligates Delegates are gethering gathering in the US city of Denver for the Democratic Party Convention to nominate Barack Obama to contest the presidetial presidential election. But there are concerns among democrats that some supporters are of the defeated challenge Hilary challenger Hillary Clinton will resist calls for party unity. The BBC Wanshington Washington correspondent says these Clinton's Clinton supporters will were upset to discover that she was never seriously considered as a vice presidential candidate. BBC News.

[BBC新闻听写]7月25日 机腹出现破洞 澳航客机迫降菲律宾


A survey of European fertility specialist suggest specialists suggests that more than 40percent % of them think that IF IVF treatment should not be offer offered to fat women of or to smokers. Professor Peter Braude of guy hospital Guy's Hospital in London told the BBC that the signficantly significant obese women who felt pregement on the pregnant run a great risk of stuctly obstructed laborin turn of , internal bleeding, high blood pressure, and diebetise diabetes. A Qantas plane carrying 350 people has made a an emergency landing on in the Philippine captial Philippine's capital Manila after a large hole was bloo blown in his its fuselage mid flightthey say . They said the whole of hole in the plane's body was two 2 to three metres 3 meters acrossno . No one was hurt in the incident. Michael Barker reports from Manila. The flight was about an hour out of the start over from Hongkang a stopover in HongKong when passangers passengers reported having hearing a lound loud bangair rashed . Air rushed into the carbon oxigan cabin, oxygen masks dropped, and the plane was force forced to the seen descend thousands of feetsome passangers . Some passengers inside the first class section reported debri float debris flew through the carbon cabin, a number of children started to cry, but most of those on boards say board said there was no panics panic as the plane descendedpictures . Pictures of the aircraft show a gaping holes hole several metres meters across a luggle luggage compartment on the right side of the feul lfuselage.


[BBC新闻听写]7月26日 英国首相布朗领导能力受到质疑

A senior member of the British government has rejected suggestions that he should lead a deligation towards delegation to urge the Prime Minister to resign after the governing lead party is Labour Party’s defeat in a key electionby-election. The justy secretary Justice Secretary Jack Straw has laterly be later been known th