Life goes by fast ! Now my little brother has a two-year old daughter j! However , I don't have my own lover!
Yesterday, I met a boy with a high height ! But , so disappointed . I don't like him at all , who wear a distasteful and tatter clothes , just like a korea teenage boy . I don't want him to look through me , because I don't want to hurt anyone . In fact , I 'd like to refuse him at first . Then I accompany him to the Zhongshang park , somehow , he is thoughful . I know, he is satisfied with me , and always try to please me ,for instance , when I was a little thirsty ,he bought the most expensive ice cream for me .But , I still can't show any affection to him . when he followed me , I deliberately avoided him for a long distance . It's uncomfortable for me to walk so closely ! I wished the appointment would have ended ealier !
Eventually , we went to the gate of the park . Then ,I find an excuse that it's too late , I'd better go home ! Then the boy insisted to send me home . I firmly refused him ! My family always think I am so old that I should marry . To some extent , I don't want marry now , cause I didn't have a stable work ! Living without work , which is a great pain for human being . If I marry now , maybe I can't put more engergy and emphasis on my study , instead of my husband and my child! It's boring for me , I must own a decent work . Money is not the most important for me , but working can make me alert and young !
I wish my family understood me . Don't always ask me to marry . Let me do what I want . I know what I need most .Marriage is very crucial and serious in one's whole life . We can't do it too causully . It's not the simple sex and propagate!
posted on 2005-05-04 18:33
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