I found out that after hunting for a job, i will gradually get rid of all the illusions and dreams, for at that time i realized how poor i was, and i unqualified i as a graduate.

actually, i should feel lucky that i can find this job as a college teacher, in contrast to it, i feel unsasified with the chicken feed pay. i always want to go back home, finding a job with good pay, which pressures my parents a lot. now, i decided i will stay in this school and work hard everyday for the master admission examination