当我第一次听“秋之湖”的时候,我把自己融入进去了!太多的压抑,太多的委屈一下涌现出来!整整用三年,用三年去埋葬那早已结束的感情。在去年的哪个冬天的一个星期,一个很冷的星期,我就是在哪个最冷的星期里听faith电台的“秋之湖”。
 
    心里有太多的不甘,太多的遗憾,太多的委屈,所以,不想就那样结束,当刚刚准备开始的时候就结束。
    时间回到2004那年,我用一个月的暑假临时工赚来的钱,却在开学的时候,撒谎说要回家有事情,请了10天假期。只为了想确定一段感情。想让一段感情延续,只是等来的却是结束。同样在美丽的湖边,同样在秋天,当时,我看着如此美丽的湖,我沉醉在哪里,我想以后我也许会选择葬在秋湖里。
    然而,我没有葬在里面,我的感情却葬在了哪里,永远的葬在了哪里。我以为如此美丽的秋湖可以开始我更美丽的爱情故事,原来美丽只是表面,留下的只有失落,爱的失落。

   今天,我又重听了秋之湖,又想起了那段过往,发现自己已经不像去年那样,听着泪也跟着流。只是心依然很感动。感动的不是凄美的爱情,而是故事的本身。

    这个世界上有太多的失恋人,太多的故事,太多相似的结局。原来,爱情路上,我们不孤单。因为我们都彼此都经历过,经历过同样的故事,同样的感情.....................
    我想我不是一个很感伤的人,但是我却容易为哪些美丽的东西感伤,可是我依然相信:真爱一定会到来。


I remember quite clearly now when the story happened.

我仍清晰地记得故事发生的时候。

The autumn leaves were floating in measure down to the ground, recovering the lake, where we used to swim like children, under the sun was there to shine. That time we used to be happy. Well, I thought we were.

秋叶翻飞,飘落一地。我们曾经孩子般戏水畅游过的小湖盖满落叶,在太阳下闪着光。那时我们幸福过。哦,我是这样认为的。

But the truth was that you had been longing to leave me, not daring to tell me. On that precious night, watching the lake, vaguely conscious, you said: Our love story is ending.

可事实上你早就想离开我,只是不敢告诉我罢了。在那美丽的夜晚,眼望湖水,恍惚中听见你说:我们的爱情故事已到尽头。

The rain was killing the last days of summer; you had been killing my last breath of love since a long time ago. I still don't think I'm gonna make it through another love story. You took it all away from me.

雨水扼杀着所剩无几的夏日,而你很久以来也在扼杀我奄奄一息的爱。我仍不认为自己会再去经历另一段爱情故事。你把一切都带走了。

And there I stand, I knew I was going to be the one left behind. But still I'm watching the lake, vaguely conscious, and I know my life is ending.

我只有,悄然伫立,早已明白自己将会是那个被遗弃的人。而我依然凝望着湖水,恍惚中,生命正离我而去。

You’re listening to Faith Radio Online-Simply to Relax, I’m Faith. When I first heard the name of the story: Lakeof Autumn/PLACE />, I knew I would love it. This is me: a sentimental woman. Here to those who are already in love or who are seeking love, cherish your love!

您正在收听的是 Faith 轻松电台,我是 Faith 。当我第一次听到这个故事的名字:秋之湖时,我知道我已经爱上了它。这就是我:一个感伤的女人。仅以此节目献给那些已坠入爱河,或正在寻求真爱的人们:珍惜你们的爱情!