Spring outing~~~

Today all the students of my major go to An hui to have the spring outing,except me and several other students.

I really have no interest in taking part in any activities with my classmates.I don't know why.It's a little negative.

Last weekends,we went Yangzhou martyr cemetery to pay our respects.On that day,it rained heavily and we went there by foot.It took us more than an hour to get there.We were totally wet.I had a bad temper.I nearly bursted with anger.I couldn't understand why we should do that.I admitted that all of us must honor martyrs.But why should we go to the cemetery and just freshmen should do that.It was just a form.It had no meaning.Each college had a student who stood for us to make a speech.The speech were all the same and full of bushwa.That made me nausea.Even some spokesmen wore colorful clothes and earings.I had no comments on it......

I don't know whether there is something wrong with my brain.I just hate that,hate that very much.

Formalism is the most terrible thing in the world I think,but it seems that formalism is everywhere.Maybe there is too much for us to be aware of it.