I think of you deep in the night­

Remembering every word you’ve said to me.­

You are just like a queen, ­

so pretty and so proud­

Carrying my heart away the first time we met.­

I can’t help falling in love with you­

So please be my love, ­

I will love you with my heart all my life.­

­

The first thing in the morning I do­

Is missing you on my mind­

This is such a strong feeling,­

I can’t fight in my life.­

The only thing I can do ­

Is surrendering my soul to you­

So just be my queen, ­

I will protect you with life all my life.­

­

You are the most beautiful thing­

Ever occuring in my life.­

So please hold my hand,­

I will never let it go.­

When you are not around me,­

I feel so lost in my life.­

And my heart is somewhere far away,­

Far away for you.­

You make me wanna call you ­

in the middle of the night­

How can I tell you ­

that I love you more than my life?­

And you are all my life­

You are all my life.

I am always feeling that the deep night is so long.

I am always feeling that life is so hollow & tiresome.

Sometimes I feel that life is like a laughy, and it’s always me that faults.

Sometimes I feel so much of grievance, but I make myself cover it with smiles.

Sometimes I can cheat others, but I can never cheat myself.

Sometimes when I am eager to fight for something, I always lose more eventually.

Sometimes I am moved to tears by some people’s stories, but I can never learn how to cherish other people’s tears.

Sometimes I’d rather want my mind to be blank at all than think of any annoying thing.

Sometimes I feel that I can treat something free and easy, but there is always so much nostalgia in my mind.

Sometimes I feel that happiness is gradually going far away from me, only me left and wandering in original place.

~~~~~~~

        By George Gordon Byron

        When we two parted
        In silence and tears,
        Half broken-hearted
        To sever for years,
        Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
        Colder thy kiss;
        Truly that hour foretold
        Sorrow to this!

        The dew of the morning
        Sunk chill on my brow
        It felt like the warning
        Of what I feel now.
        Thy vows are all broken,
        And light is thy fame:
        I hear thy name spoken,
        And share in its shame.

        They name thee before me,
        A knell to mine ear;
        A shudder comes o’er me
        Why wert thou so dear?
        They know not I knew thee
        Who knew thee too well:
        long, long shall I rue thee,
        Too deeply to tell.

        In secret we met
        In silence I grieve,
        That thy heart could forget,
        Thy spirit deceive.
        If I should meet thee
        After ling year,
        How should I greet thee?
        With silence and tears.

1. An eternal truth: Political power grows out of the barrel of a gun!  一条千古不变的真理：枪杆子里面出政权！

2. The most inspiring one: A single spark can start a prairie fire.  最鼓舞人心的一句话：星星之火，可以燎原。

3. The most heroic & haughty one: All reactionaries are just paper tigers! 最豪迈，最傲气的一句话：—切反动派都是纸老虎！

 

4. The most modest one: To win countrywide victory is only the first step in a long march of ten thousand li

最谦虚的一句话：夺取全国胜利，这只是万里长征的第一步！

 

5. The most stirring & world-thrilling one: Chinese people have stood up from now on! 最震憾人心，最震憾世界的一句话：中国人民从此站起来了！

 

6. The most awe-inspiring one: If others let me alone, I’ll let them alone. 最正气凛然的一句话：人不犯我，我不犯人。

 

7. The most mysterious but having-no-choice one: It will rain in the sky and girls will all get married some day. Let them be!  最无奈又最具神秘性的一句话：天要下雨，娘要嫁人，由他去吧！

 

8. The most hopeful one: When you are handling affairs, I will feel relieved. 最充满希望的一句话：你办事，我放心。

 

9. The most aspiring one: We should support ourselves by our own labor. 最有志气的一句话：自己动手，丰衣足食！

 

10. The best warning to corrupt officials: Serve the people. 令贪官们最为警醒的一句话:为人民服务

People always say the reason why we are unhappy is that our memory is too good. And it will be not easy for us to forget something that we should. Indeed, we are human beings, and because of this characteristic, we are distinguishing ourselves from animal. Some goods things are always rememberable. And it happens the same to me.

Gina, my best female friend I’ve ever had, is a girl that I won’t forget all my life. She popped into my life accidentally, who had given me so much pleasure and meanwhile who had brought me so much pain. This pain was not in the body but in the mind. The first time I met her, I knew that this girl would affect my life in the future and my intuition was right. On the night of May 5^th, 2004, there was a concert held at Youngor Stadium in Ningbo. Many famous stars would come, including my favorite star, Andy Lau. For she would like to watch the concert as well, so I gave up this chance and gave the ticket to her. I went to the dorm to wait for her. It was raining outside, which I still remembered. When the concert was nearly closing. She sent me a short message, saying that she felt cold and wanted me to bring clothing for her and accompany her to her dorm.  We walked along the street for some while. Although it was just walking, I felt happy. The happiest thing in the world is not living a rich life, but is being with the people we’d like the most. And even without doing anything, it would be happy moment.

On May 23^rd 2004, she had to go home for some complicated reason. The day before she left, she told me this and my heart was in a mess. And I cried when I slept. I went to see her off in the bus station. We sat together waiting for bus. At that moment, the feeling was really hard for me to describe. I knew I had to let her go home. And I knew that if she went home, she might never come back again. I embraced her before she left, and put my hand-lace on her. The hand-lace was as a gift given by my elder sister. And I always liked it very much.

On June 15^th 2004, I went to NanChang, Jiangxi province to celebrate her birthday. She was born on June 16^th. I stayed over on night in a hotel and took a taxi to her home. We had lunch at her home. There were her parents, her two female friends she and I. And we went to sing songs at night. She was good at singing. At least I think so. I stayed four days at her home in the same room. She slept on the bed, and I slept on the floor. During those four days, she showed me around the Nanchang City. Honestly, I had no good impression on the city. What I enjoyed was the time I spent with her.

After I came back from NanChang, we always communicated on the Internet. Sometimes, I ever thought if I should forget her or not? But I knew that my heart had been taken by her. I was only cheating myself. Once, I asked her whether she had loved me or not. Her answer was as follows: She enjoyed the feeling being with me. It was very pure and sincere for her. This feeling was of the kind that she had never had before.  After hearing this, it was pretty much enough to touch my heart. My tears couldn’t help falling along my face. What I paid out was worthy, no matter what the result was. I won’t regret.

We still communicated with each other now on the Internet. And she considered me as her best male friend. She was not very happy working in her present department now. And on Jan. 1^st 2006, we met on the Internet. She said that she felt lonely. And if I were by her side, she would like to cry over my shoulder. Before she had mentioned that she wanted me to work in Nanchang. But I didn’t go there, after all, there were too much things we had to think about. The world was too realistic. Sometimes I was thinking that if I were born in Nanchang, I would definitely marry her. But everything was fated. What we could do is just to go naturally.

My Dear Friends,

 

During this special moment, when the church bell begins to ring, wish you Merry Christmas. Every falling snowflake represents my best wishes for you, spilling from my heart and falling gently through the dark. Every shining firework stands for my sincere regards to you, hope it can lighten your heart.

May joy & health always follow you in the coming New Year. May all your dreams can come true one by one, like every snowflake to be caught by the earth. And may your kindness & gentleness be blessed with happy & peaceful days all the time.

 

Yours sincerely,

Simon

Love is just like the sand in our hands. The tighter we want to hold it,the less it will be left in our hands !
And we need to take care,because it will easily leak away !

There appears a rainbow in the sky,

Shining and brilliant,

Of glorious colors and beauty,

Like a bridge,

Connecting the earth with the heavens.

No pain, no gain.

No rain, no rainbow

It results from surmounting difficulties.

As a victorious award.

Rainbow is ever so beautiful,

Standing out against the blue heaven,

Decorating the sky more splendid.

I take to rainbow,

For it beauty and magnificence.

Wish I were a bird,

Flying close to the rainbow,

Enjoying its beautiful scene.

Life is just like a sitcom, and in this play, you are the leading role. Every  sitcom has its own story., and it all depends on you to make your own play fantastic or not.  Recently, my play seems to be repeated day after day. Everyday, I almost do similar things like listening to similar songs, watching the similar movies & visiting the same blog addresses etc. And what is more ridiculous & irony, I seem to like this repetition at present.  This is just like that some people are addicted to smoking. Although they  know that smoking is bad for their health, they cannot get rid of it easily.  I know that one day, this life will change totally. However, when we do something regularly, we will finally be accustomed to it and we don’t want  it changed. One day, if everything were changed suddenly, we will not used to it. Anyway, regardless of what will happen in the future, we all should enjoy our present life, because what only matters is the present things.

 

The world is hopeful, because of love. And the world is colorful, due to various love stories happening to us. Imagine, how scared will the world be, if there is no love. It will be the scenes the all people around you are indifferent to you. And when you are hurt, no one will be concerned about you.

 

Love can make people happy. When two people are in love, they will often think of one another’s good points, which will make them giggle at times. And no matter what they are playing, as long as they are with the one they love, it will be all happy time to them, like walking together hand in hand in the street, or even only looking at each other in the room without doing anything else. Love can make them eager for every day. We should be proud if we can have one person love us with his heart and soul in our life. After all, in the end the one we marry won’t always be the one we really love.

 

Love can also make people sad. The characters of the two people in love are more or less different in some way, so it is very normal that sometimes they are in conflict with some points. And this will make them heart broken sometimes. And sometimes they don’t hear from each other for several days, they will miss each other, and some people will think in this way like “whether he or she has loved another one or not.” To keep a long distant love, we need to know how to spend the lonely time; we need to know how to keep our miss in the heart.

 

Love needs tolerance & endurance. As I have mentioned before, no two person are the same in character. People in love will occasionally have time when they disagree with each other. When this happens, we have to keep our mind in calmness, to face it reasonably. Maybe after this occurrence, when we look back, it is really no big deal. It is not easy for two people in the world to meet each other, and even hard for two people to fall in love. When your fate is coming, we all should cherish the opportunity. As rumor says, easy come easy go. Only those who have experienced hard time together can realize how much they cherish each other.

 

Love needs trust & loyalty. If we have to keep a relationship for long time, we must be loyal to each other. Otherwise, even if you can deceive him/her for a while, you can’t cheat him/her for the whole life. Sincerely love the one you fall for. Even if you two can’t be together in the very end, he/she will still thank you for the love you have ever dedicated.

 

At last, I hope all those people in love can be together forever. And I have also have a tiny wish, wish I can meet my Ms. Right soon.   

Looking back the road we’ve taken,
We all have some complicated feelings.

We have struggled so hard to get this situation,

Without others’support and understanding,

We always thought we have found the right person in our life,

But we returned to the very beginning in the very end.

Thought we promise that we are still friends after break,

We all know that it’s a white lie only.

However, I don’t regret choosing this road.

It was ever with you that I realized the feeling of love.

It was ever with you that I found the road leading to happiness.

Although the road was full of barriers,

With you, there was nothing to fear.

Now, the road we’ve walked together is over,

And I have to walk more alone.

But I won’t look back and fear anything, 

Because you have made me strong.

Thanks for your love,

You always accompanied me, while I was in deep blue.

Thanks for your love,

You always encouraged me, when I was very upset.

 

 

Thanks for your love,

It had ever given me so much pleasure.

Thanks for your love,

It left me an unforgettable memory in my life.

 

 

Thought we parted away with each other,

I would always appreciate your tolerance & endurance.

If we can’t meet each other any longer,

I will bless you, bless you live a happy life

Today, I’ve met a female net-friend on the Internet, who I haven’t chatted with for a long time. She told me that she was engaged now. And I clearly remembered that half year ago, when I chatted with her, she told me that she had parted with her boyfriend. So this couldn’t help me thinking the disputable issue “ What is marriage for?” 

 

I looked the word marriage in the dictionary and it is stated as “The legal union of a man and woman as husband and wife”. As it is legal union, it is marriage. Very funny, isn’t it? But it becomes more and more realistic in modern world. When people in the society become more and more vulgar, mean and selfish, marriage becomes more and more colorful and meaningful. It isn’t merely the union of beloved couples. Some people get married is just because of marriage itself, or under the press of their parents & relatives. Some people get married, because he or she is rich, and with these people, they can live a rich life. Of course, different people get different points of view about marriage. And I don’t want to say any word to this opinion now. But in my opinion, marriage is very sacred and pure. It cannot allow of any impurity. However I will still express my best wishes to my net-friend, no matter what kind of reason she got engaged. But for me, if I can get married with the girl I deeply in love with my heart and soul, it would be my greatest happiness in my life. Love is not finding someone to live with. It is finding someone you can’t live without. Marriage is the final result of love. So marriage should be the same as love. If you get married because you want to get someone to live with you, I don’t think you would be happy in the very end. But fortunately, this happens a lot in this world.

 

While most people pursue for interests, who could assure the purity of the marriage? I can’t but say that it is the sadness of the society; it is the sadness of human being.

I casually digged out an interesting book days ago. The book name is Animal Revelation written by PuPu. The author is trying to reveal some morals through the stories happening among the animals. The book begins with a very affecting preface, by which I was deeply moved and even shocked, after reading it. The details of the story is as follows:

Topic: The thought of a wandering dog

It was in the morning after SARS had just been past; I picked up a wondering dog named KouKou. Koukou’s advent was totally a casual thing. That morning, I was taking a walk in the park as usual and I found it trapped in the fence. It was in bad conditions at that time. Its head was stuck between two bars of the fence. Obviously, it was trying hard to get the ham outside the fence and then got stuck. It was very exhausted already, from which I guessed it had been struggled for a long time. It was nearly at its last gasp.

Normally, I liked little animals very much. But when I saw KouKou’s situation, I was so frustrated & hesitant. As we know, the SARS was just past, and it was considered to be such a risky deed to touch an abandoned, dirty wandering dog. It was just like risking universal condemnation. Before this, I had walked round many abandoned animals many times like avoiding a plague. However, that day while KouKou was in front of me, I couldn’t pretend not to see it and just walk away. After all, it was a real life. If I hadn’t saved it from the fence, it would die eventually.

Frank to speak, I rescued KouKou in fear and trepidation at the time, so I hadn’t planned to take it home, for I had no idea whether it was contagious with illness or other more severe bacteria than SARS or not. What’s more worse, I could hardly spend any time to raise it in current living conditions. So I just wanted to leave, as fast as I could. However, thing turned out contrary to my wishes, KouKou didn’t walk away as I expected. It just stared at me in a certain distance, not so far way, and not near either, and followed me with a distance. Many times, I turned back and pretended to beat him, but it didn’t run away.

It followed me home, but I didn’t allow it to get in, nevertheless it sat down quietly outside the door. After an hour, I opened the door to see if it was still there. It still sat there quietly, with its head looking up at me. Koukou’s persistence finally broke me down. I couldn’t be so indifferent while facing such an animal with full of intelligence. I opened the door, and let it in with complicated and mixed feeling. Although it looked very tired, I washed it and blew it dry.

Koukou looked very nice after cleaning, with dense and soft gray curled fur adhering to it body. Its ears were not large, hanging down gently. Its two small round eyes were covered heavily with white eyebrows, so that we could hardly see them. Its tail was very short, which was obviously cut off by its original master when it was just born. Till now, I had found that KouKou was a very precious pet dog. I had ever seen some pictures of the dog of this kind in a magazine, and remembered it was an English dog called Schnauzer

At first, KouKou didn’t eat or drink anything, as accustomed to wandering life. It always liked lay down in some corner in the room, as if it was thinking something in its mind. So I gave it some nice and delicious sausage, it only smelt it instead of eating anything. I thought it might want to go out. However, when I opened the door and wanted to take it out for a walk, it let me be. It was unwilling to look at the door any more, as if it was afraid of being abandoned for a second time. What a pitiful creature it was! In the evening, it finally began to eat something. And I was totally relieved from that time.

In the following days, I tried my best to spend more time to be with it. And it recovered fast by itself. Soon it would ask for food actively. KouKou was very sensible. It never peed at home and it wouldn’t annoy people either. When I worked at home, it would extend its body and lie down on my foot. It would lick my feet sometimes with its soft and wet tongue. When I was out, it would sleep the whole day on the carpet. It was so smart that it knew when I would come back in the evening. As long as I turned the key to open the door, it would pat the door with its front claws and then wait for my entry. It would also use its mouth to rub my leg to welcome me.

With KouKou, my life wasn’t dull any more. Every day I would take it out for a walk for a while. And sometimes, when I took it to a construction site, it would stand still by the side of the road, staring inside, not until I called him many times, it then walked away with me reluctantly. At first, I didn’t understand this behavior, then I learnt from the worker on the construction site that when KouKou was in its wandering time, that site was the usual place it would come. When it was hungry, some kindhearted workers would give it something to eat. And when it’s raining, it would slip into the work shed and stay in a corner for several nights. Therefore, it had great feeling with the workers on that construction site. After knowing this, when KouKou was standing there still, I would wait for it patiently. Who could be so stonehearted to interrupt its missing for its benefactor? !

However, when this happened, my feeling was very upset and even of some sadness. I felt sad for ruthlessness and indifference of human being. Even an animal was with so heart to human being, then where is human being’s feeling???

The most meaningful dialogues between Shaka & Buddha.

Buddha: Why are you so sad? You are only six years old, why do you sit like this everyday?…. What makes you so anxious?

Shaka: I saw many corpses floating on the Gambis River again… and there were many pilgrims from different places of India bathing on the bank. From their look, they would rather to die than to survive. Why the country where I was borne was so poor? Were people borne to suffer ?

Buddha: Shaka, is that the reason you are sad now?

 

Shaka: Yes, who would like to have a miserable life?

 

Buddha: That’s not correct. Joys only exist when there exist sorrows, and vice versa. When a beautiful flower blossoms, it will wither one day after all. In this world, life won’t stop for a moment. It is constantly moving forward and changing, which is called impermanence. And it goes the same with our life.

Shaka: But all finally finish in death. Isn’t it that our life is dominated by sorrows? When alive, no matter what we are pursuing, love or joys, or no matter how hard we try to get over pains, all will vanish eventually. Then what do people live for? It is impossible to fight against the eternal death.

Buddha: Shaka, you’ve forgotten one thing.

Shaka: Forgotten one thing?

Buddha: Death is not the end of everything. Even death itself is also one type of change.

Buddha: Shaka, Shaka. You should never forget that death is definitely not the final thing. All the Saints who had ever lived in the world have gone beyond death. Shaka, if you can realize this, you will become the closest man to the God.

Shaka: The flower blossoms, and then fades away. The brilliant star will vanish eventually as well. The Earth, the Sun, the Milky Way, and even the whole universe will die some day. Compared with this, human’s life is really nothing but a moment thing. And during that moment period, people are borne, smile, cry, fight, hate somebody, love someone, etc. All is only moment encounter and all will end in eternal death.  

 

Following is a true story I experienced in Senior Middle School. In order to avoid some trouble, all the names in it are anonymous. First affection is always memorable. However, my first affection was just heart burning for me and then turned down relentlessly. I am not blaming her; for I know her decision at that time was right and sensible. Now here is the story:

After graduation form H.Y. Middle School, Jenny successfully entered Quzhou No. 2 Middle School, which is a key school in Zhejiang Province and has a picturesque campus as well. Jenny was the youngest student in our class and was very lovely in addition. When we were in Senior One, there came a blond American teacher called Lisa Dill teaching in our school. Lisa was learned and always ready to help us. During her teaching in our school, she established an organization called English Association, which was very much welcomed by students. Jenny attended this association and became a member of it. Every other week, Lisa Dill would give us a talk on the lawn in front of the laboratory of our school. She told us the custom and culture about the States and communicated with us in English. When Lisa was going to leave for the States, Jenny participated in the party held by our school. That day she was wearing her blue dress and looked beautiful. Jenny was very clever and had a good memory. Whatever she recited, she would keep in mind soon, which I envied her. She liked smiling and I took to listening to her smiling, so nice and lovely. I also liked listening to her singing.

At that time, I didn’t care much about her, but when I was in Senior Three, all seemed to have been changed. I wasn’t the boy that I used to be. To me, the environment had completely changed. On entering Senior Three, I worked much hard than before, and made a rapid progress, but after two months or so, Jenny burst into my heart. I didn’t know when I began to fall all over her. Maybe it was before middle term exam. One Saturday evening before exam, when it was after class, she asked me a question about how I learnt English. At that time, I raised my head and our sights met together. She immediately moved any her sight, ashamed and with her face turning red. Suddenly, I found her pretty and charming. I fell for her with the reason I myself didn’t know. She seemed to be of a strong magnetic attraction, of the kind I couldn’t resist, to me. I was completely carried away by her. Every day in class, I couldn’t help gazing at her. Every evening, her figure, which couldn’t be wiped away, arose in my mind. I whiled days away at a loss. I even didn’t know what I had learnt those days. Once did I tell myself that I was still young, even though I had become my girlfriend, we would have to part with each other in the end. Once did I tell myself that there were lots of excellent girls in the world. No matter how hard I tried, I failed at last. Though she wasn’t a perfect girl, in my heart, she was so perfect, leaving nothing to be desired. Each of her behavior attracted me so much. How badly I wanted to talk with someone who could make something of me. I really couldn’t stand such suffering. Maybe I was sentimental by nature. How eagerly I wanted to let her know that I liked her. Much as the possibility that we became a couple was very, very tiny, I wanted to try. I didn’t want any chance slipping away from my hands. One day, I wrote a passage showing my admiration for her. The next afternoon, while she was working at math. I asked someone to call her out. When she went out, she asked me what the matter was. I asked whether she could spare a little time for me, but she refused, which made me very sad. On hearing these, my head was going to explode. I was all at sea all at once. Then I wandered around the campus alone, thinking about what had happened. It struck me so deeply. I was nearly broken down. I fell for her so intently, while she cared little about me. That dusk, I knocked back two bottles of beer and was knocked out. That evening, I didn’t do any homework, for I felt very unwell. Having gone to the dormitory, I lay down on the bed and soon fell asleep. I should know better than to go together. I was too young after all. After then, I was really afraid of seeing her. When seeing her, I felt there were lots of pins stabbing my heart, making me so painful, so every day, when off class, I would go to play table tennis, trying to avoid her, although the final examination was coming. On an evening, I lay in bed thinking whether I was foolish or not!