have you heared a song called big big world.it sang "i am a big big girl in a big big world." yet i am not such an grown-up. still i am just a little girl, so little that maybe you never took notice of me. and even more, you have no idea about my existence.

i was fond of music since i was a child. i would always sang for anyone who wished me to do so. this could be attributed to my parents who like singing as well. my mother taught me how to sing some songs in shanghaigo. when i was in the third grade at an elementary school, my music teacher sent me to take a the singing competition held by our school for juniors. i won the third place. the pricipal awarded me the prize in presences of the whole school. this was my first prize and then i further my way of singing.

do you belive in chance? I do believe. when i was in the fourth grade , i took a test to be one of the shanghai radio station's chorus. i was so lucky that i was qualified and became the youngest one in the chorus. however, not long after the joyful moment, i found that i remained stagnant and gained no skills to maneuver my sound. At that time when i felt too tired to keep pace with others', i cried and i decided to quit.

my parents told me not to give anythind up if i really like it. you ought to overcome whatever the difficulty may be, they said. i followed their persuasion and tried my best to listen to the tunes, practice and feel the melody with my heart. time flied by. when i entered the senior high school, i planed to be a singer, though i did not foresee that i was destined to be a singer in vain.

i can not forget my disappointment when my high school teacher told me that i was going to be refused by college of music due to being short in height.i was in such a total loss that i did not know what ought to be done the next. everytime the idea that i had to part with my favorite things, i tired of everthing but loitered my time away, even wished the time passed more quickly so the nightmare would die away.

i enter another university instead. at then i began to watch all kinds of animations for killing time. i did not whether it is a chance, but from the start i falled for animes songs automatically. i learnt japanese by myself to sing the songs. when i performed my first jaanpese song, all of my friends were surprised. they said they liked my song very much, they did hope that i would go on singing.

i was very glad to hear that. it is the fifth year that i sing the anime songs by far. a friend of mine told me that it is the time to make my own ablum. at first i was not confident, but later i resolved to start.

well,that's why i released my first ablum. many people asked why do i not take part in some singing competiton. the answer is obvious: i just want to sing my favorite songs. i want to show the real me to those who really appreciate my songs. to be a pop star is a far cry from my wish. the truth is, once you like my songs i am already the star your heart chose. and that is enough.

is that a big dream?